In October last year, the star couple Chrissy Teigen (35) and John Legend (42) experienced the worst nightmare of all parents when they lost their son Jack.
“We are shocked and in the deep pain you only hear about, but which we have never experienced before. We could never stop the bleeding and give our baby the fluid he needed, despite blood transfusions. It was just not enough “, Teigen wrote in a heartbreaking post on Instagram.
– Very hard
Now, six months later, the model adorns the cover of People with Children Luna Simone (4) and Miles Theodore (2).
In the ensuing portrait interview, Teigen shows that she can not get pregnant again in a natural way. The 35-year-old has long been open about the fact that she has fertility problems, and has struggled to fully accept it.
– To come to terms with the fact that you can not get pregnant again is very difficult for me, because I feel so healthy. That, why me? But then I think my uterus is not cooperating with me – and that it’s not my fault, she tells the magazine.
Teigen emphasizes that she is very grateful for her two children, who came into the world through fertility and hormone treatment.
– I’m so lucky. I just remember how blessed I am, and there are so many ways to have children these days – whether it’s through surrogacy or adoption.
Furthermore, Teigen hopes to be able to help other women in similar situations by sharing his own story.
– For me, it is very important that everyone has access to the opportunities that are there, so that people can pursue their dreams. It is so incredibly expensive to freeze their eggs. In vitro fertilization is not an option for everyone, but it should be, the star believes.
The loss of the baby son hit the previous model hard in October.
One month later, Teigen chose to open up about the loss, and the cruel time thereafter.
In a lengthy post on Instagram, she told about the ups and downs she has been going through in recent months.
“When I’m old and gray, I want to look back on the last two months as brutal, tired, sad, physically challenging and mentally painful. But I refuse to find any humor in both the tantrums and the outfits,” the 35 began -year the post, referring to the all black outfit and socks with dog pattern.
“I can already see the leaves as orange instead of gray, realize that the sky is actually blue and not gray, and car honking on my forced morning walk makes me kneel only half the time. I can go up the stairs by but to stop once or twice, instead of every other step, and I can only get out of the bath as long as I have John to dry myself, “she continued, concluding:
“However, the point is; Damn, I think it’s happening.
Just before the breaking news came, Teigen told Instagram that she had been admitted to hospital as a result of blood from the placenta. Then the star said she had been blooming for almost a whole month.
– I’m half pregnant and I’m bleeding for almost a month. So we are talking about more than if you only have menstruation. And not like when you just bleed, because I know this is perfectly normal. That was a good deal, she said at the time, according to People.
Furthermore, Teigen compared the bleeding to the fact that the water tap was just left, and that it eventually reached a point where it never stopped bleeding.
“To our Jack: I’m sorry that the first moments of your life were met with so many complications that we could not give you what you needed to survive. We will always love you,” the post continued. about the death of the son.
Furthermore, the famous couple thanks for all the support they have received, at the same time as they expressed that they are very grateful that they already have two children.
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